How to play a better game?

In order to to break through some obstacles: 

 1. From now on i will have 2 KGS accounts  ... one for "serious" games with high concentration and one for casual games.  Every game i play with "Eyecatcher" (KGS) will be  published here. I will
play those games totally serious and with all effort.

2.  Will do much much more tsumego as often as i can.  :-)

--- Ich hoffe dass mir die Unterscheidung zwischen "ernsthaften" und "just for fun" spielen helfen wird mich:
1. mehr und intensiver zu konzentrieren wenn ich mir die Zeit nehme ein "ernstes" Spiel zu spielen.
2. Ich mich nicht mehr so sehr ärgere wenn ich bei einem "zwischendurch" Spiel einen größeren Fehler mache.
  

“Competition and faith are my life-long vocations. Like water and fire, I depend on both. When I couldn’t outrank the others, it was time for me to leave. There are two things in my life, truth and Go.” Go Seigen

Best before poka

Although in this game i made a terrible endgame mistake, i`m not regretting it completely ... it was a long and very nice game.

It would have been not hard to see the shortage of liberties after W250 ... but sometimes in the endgame, especially if i`m leading, i totally stop thinking and play like there is nowhere any aji left and like all the moves of my opponent are just desperate attempts to turn the situation around ... i answer like filling in dame points before counting... this is stupid i should take the endgame much more serious... i was so terrible unaware at the moment white played move 250 that i played B253! ... not actually realizing that white is about to connect ... if i would have played a ko threat now at F1 ... the game would have been still favorable for black!
But anyway ... i think i played not very bad before i played the poka , and there were much interesting situations in this game (for example the question if B55 was a good move?), much more interesting than the endgame-poka... see yourself ... here is the game:

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eyecatcher [6k\]: Hello, good game for you
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;B[sm]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[rm]WL[70]OW[4]
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;W[sn]WL[70]OW[4]
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;W[gi]WL[70]OW[4]
;B[gg]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[hh]WL[70]OW[4]
;B[ib]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[hi]WL[70]OW[4]
;B[fi]BL[70]OB[3]C[mitchmk84 [5k\]: thanks
eyecatcher [6k\]: Thank you for the game
])

(truthandgo.blogspot.com/modus-operandi = Older blog entry which explains why i`m publishing all my "serious" games here )

“Competition and faith are my life-long vocations. Like water and fire, I depend on both. When I couldn’t outrank the others, it was time for me to leave. There are two things in my life, truth and Go.” Go Seigen