All About Concentration

"The one with the short circuit at black 211"

25 min + 5x 30 seconds - i was black and lost by 10.5 

(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[1500]OT[5x30 byo-yomi]
PW[oktan]PB[eyecatcher]WR[5k]BR[6k]DT[2011-11-13]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]C[eyecatcher [6k\]: Hello, good game for you
]RE[W+10.50]
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]
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;W[]WL[30]OW[4]TW[aa][ba][ca][da][ea][ga][ab][bb][cb][db][hb][ac][bc][ec][fc][ad][bd][dd][ed][ae][ce][af][cf][df][ef][ff][gf][bg][cg][dg][eg][fg][gg][hg][dh][fh][hh][jh][kh][fi][ji][sm][rn][lo][mp][np][mq][br][cr][ir][kr][lr][nr][bs][ds][gs][hs][js][ms]TB[ma][na][oa][pa][qa][ra][sa][nb][pb][qb][rb][pc][sc][id][jd][rd][ke][oi][ak][ck][dk][lk][mk][ok][al][bl][dl][el][gl][il][kl][ml][nl][ol][am][bm][fm][gm][hm][mm][an][bn][dn][en][fn][co][do][dp][ep][fp][qp][qq][rq][sq][rr][sr][rs][ss]C[oktan [5k\]: thx
eyecatcher [6k\]: thank you
oktan [5k\]: gg
eyecatcher [6k\]: yes
])

W10: White tenuki! i like this move, it was surprising, but i think it is better than answering locally to B9
W24: White is playing her own game.
B16: Can black kill now?
W18: White tenuki again! Now black can kill the lower left corner no? Confusing.
B37: Looks slow, white has sente now.
B73: What? The corner is alive and white has sente? Black failed.
B155: I think black is leading and has a pretty good chance to win the game.
B193: This Ko is so painful for black .
B183: Maybe better at D8? In the game black has some trouble soon...
B211: This is the loosing move! Black should fight the Ko! There is at least 1 ko threat for black at C2!
And even if black looses the ko, black would still have good chance to win!
W218: Uuups, game over here for black.

Conclusion:
Before i can make some real progress, i have to learn to concentrate for a longer time ... and i have to judge situations realistic ... i still , even in long games, play these "i only trust my intuition" moves, i don`t read carefully enough ... reading is exhausting and it is often much easier to think: "no no, i`m sure this will work - i  f e e l  i t!" ... but these kind of feelings are, in my case, often misguiding.


"The one with the white corner which suddenly dies"

35 min + 3x 1:10 min  - i was black and won by resignation

(;GM[1]FF[4]CA[UTF-8]AP[CGoban:3]ST[2]
RU[Japanese]SZ[19]KM[0.50]TM[2100]OT[3x70 byo-yomi]
PW[heric]PB[eyecatcher]WR[4k]BR[6k]DT[2011-11-15]PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/]C[heric [4k\]: hi
eyecatcher [6k\]: Hello heric, good game
]RE[B+Resign]
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;W[mg]WL[1192.216]
;B[ng]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[mh]WL[1187.343]
;B[md]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[ni]WL[1178.488]
;B[ri]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[rj]WL[1177.106]
;B[hj]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[gj]WL[1169.183]
;B[gk]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[fk]WL[1166.49]
;B[an]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[am]WL[1162.687]
;B[ao]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[bl]WL[1159.433]
;B[ds]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[lb]WL[1141.306]
;B[mb]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[ka]WL[1137.979]
;B[pa]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[qa]WL[1134.848]
;B[oa]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[ph]WL[1127.247]
;B[pg]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[rq]WL[1096.05]
;B[qq]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[qr]WL[1094.177]
;B[pr]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[rp]WL[1086.838]
;B[rr]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[sr]WL[1074.571]
;B[qs]BL[70]OB[3]
;W[sn]WL[1035.086]
;B[sp]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[sm]WL[1027.559]
;B[so]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[me]WL[1016.096]
;B[ne]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[qi]WL[1014.622]
;B[rh]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[fs]WL[1007.411]
;B[is]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[gs]WL[994.677]
;B[js]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[en]WL[989.075]
;B[gl]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[ag]WL[985.486]
;B[da]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[af]WL[981.435]
;B[ad]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[ah]WL[980.285]
;B[ha]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[ia]WL[976.731]
;B[sf]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[sb]WL[973.625]
;B[se]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[rd]WL[971.209]
;B[rb]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[ra]WL[960.51]
;B[mm]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[nm]WL[957.738]
;B[pi]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[oi]WL[954.354]
;B[ph]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[hi]WL[950.69]
;B[jl]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[np]WL[941.029]
;B[nh]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[mf]WL[933.696]
;B[ma]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[la]WL[922.541]
;B[gd]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[jb]WL[917.288]
;B[]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[si]WL[913.059]
;B[sh]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[sj]WL[912.317]
;B[]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[eo]WL[900.775]
;B[fp]BL[70]OB[2]
;W[]WL[900.775]
;B[]BL[70]OB[2]TW[ja][sa][ib][kb][rb][ic][rc][sc][jd][ie][je][ke][jf][kf][jg][kg][lg][eh][fh][lh][ai][bi][ci][di][gi][ji][ki][mi][aj][bj][cj][ej][fj][mj][nj][ak][bk][ck][dk][ek][ok][pk][qk][rk][sk][al][dl][el][ol][pl][rl][sl][bm][cm][dm][em][om][pm][qm][on][oo]TB[aa][ba][ca][ea][na][bb][db][eb][fb][nb][ac][ec][nc][cd][dd][ed][nd][od][de][fe][oe][pe][df][of][pf][og][qg][rg][sg][hk][ik][kl][ll][im][jm][km][jn][kn][lo][ap][bp][hp][ip][lp][qp][rp][aq][bq][hq][iq][jq][lq][mq][rq][sq][ar][br][ir][jr][lr][mr][nr][or][qr][sr][as][bs][cs][ks][ls][ms][ns][os][ps][rs][ss])

W4: Nirensei vs. Nireinsei
B9: I only play this move if i have support around the side (here there is a stone at K4)
B15: Indeed i played the one space jump here because i like to fight, and because this puts some pressure on the white group around Q8.
B21: I learned from my teacher that this move makes black overconcentrated.
B35: it looks good for black now
W44: Uups , black made some mistakes here, white escapes too easily
B61: not a very good move, although later it will help black, but that was because white made some mistakes.
W62: Black has some trouble now ...
B81: Uups, it looks already that it is possible for black to kill the whole corner ... or do you find a way for white to live?
W166: White did not realize that there was still some aji!

Conclusion:
I really thought long and careful here, that is the main thing, even if i would have lost the game, i was satisfied with my level of concentration ... even if one can never be -really- satisfied... it`s like Biondy Alfian`s motto for his go blog: "You will find no end in go!"

(truthandgo.blogspot.com/modus-operandi = Older blog entry which explains why i`m publishing all my "serious" games here ... and  truthandgo.blogspot.com/one-with.html = why it`s fun to find names for your games  )