Much thinking time, big loss

Even while i like quotes about not taking too much care about winning or loosing, i`m a bit sad that i lost this game. I wrote some comments and variations in the game. Maybe you enjoy! Please leave your comments about the game, i`m curious if you have any advice how to develop my go!

(;GM[1]FF[4]SZ[19]AP[SmartGo:2.8.3.0]CA[UTF-8] GN[Takeru-eyecatcher] PW[Takeru]WR[6k] PB[eyecatcher]BR[6k] DT[2013-05-19] PC[The KGS Go Server at http://www.gokgs.com/] KM[6.5] RE[W+Resign] RU[Japanese] TM[1800.0]OT[10/540 Canadian] C[Takeru [6k\]: hi gg eyecatcher [6k\]: Hi, have a good game! ];B[pd]BL[1780.9] C[I was taking black ];W[dp]WL[1797.3] C[My oponent was a KGS 6 kyu as well. ];B[pq]BL[1773.1];W[dd]WL[1794.2];B[pk] BL[1758.0] C[This was a long game, but long thinking time was not preventing me from missreading some important situations. ] ;W[qo]WL[1784.0] C[It is unusual, and i remember a lesson from Guo Juan that this is not good (with the normal Chinese Fuseki, don`t know how it is in this case) ] ;B[np]BL[1737.1] C[What about "2" as next move for white? I think it would be better. ] (;W[ql]WL[1776.5];B[qk]BL[1722.5];W[rl]WL[1766.9];B[fq]BL[1699.7] C[Was Tenuki the right choice? ];W[hq]WL[1752.9];B[fo]BL[1688.6];W[kq]WL[1737.8] ;B[qp]BL[1657.6];W[rp]WL[1722.0];B[rq]BL[1648.9] C[What about n e x t to tenuki? (Variation)] (;W[ro]WL[1710.8] C[I was happy that white did answer it...];B[cn]BL[1630.3] C[Able to play here: i felt quite comfortable];W[dn]WL[1699.6];B[dm]BL[1607.4] ;W[en]WL[1689.8];B[co]BL[1598.2];W[ep]WL[1685.9];B[fp]BL[1588.8];W[bq]WL[1666.4] ;B[hp]BL[1384.4] C[Allready while playing... i was regretting this move, i think it was not good... ] ;W[ip]WL[1644.4] C[Now white could strengthen himself. Next black should play C8 instead of the real game? ] (;B[em]BL[1308.7] C[With this move i was pushing white in the direction of my weak group. Bad! ] ;W[fn]WL[1626.0] C[Black better G6 next!?] (;B[ho]BL[1289.3];W[cl]WL[1604.9] C[painfull for black ];B[cm]BL[1260.5];W[dj]WL[1599.2] C[What about G7 as next move for black? I think it is not possible. (Variation) ] (;B[ek]BL[1228.1];W[ej]WL[1588.1];B[ck]BL[1206.0];W[dk]WL[1576.3];B[dl]BL[1198.4] ;W[cj]WL[1572.7];B[bl]BL[1187.6];W[gm]WL[1539.3];B[io]BL[1170.9];W[jp]WL[1531.7] ;B[gq]BL[1138.1];W[hr]WL[1521.8];B[gn]BL[1093.4];W[fm]WL[1514.3];B[kn]BL[1083.2] ;W[dg]WL[1499.7];B[jr]BL[1074.7];W[kr]WL[1492.6] C[I think there was a good chance now to kill white. But overall my G3 group is not jet allive... ] ;B[mq]BL[1054.0];W[mr]WL[1475.1];B[nr]BL[1037.5];W[lr]WL[1464.0];B[ms]BL[1006.6] ;W[ls]WL[1449.8];B[js]BL[994.4];W[lo]WL[1445.6] C[And i allready felt lile winning this game :-) ];B[mn]BL[975.4];W[mo]WL[1440.5] ;B[no]BL[973.5];W[ln]WL[1438.4];B[lp]BL[837.0] C[I think this move was useless. ];W[ko]WL[1410.7];B[jn]BL[788.9];W[lm]WL[1372.5] ;B[pl]BL[742.3];W[rk]WL[1362.2];B[rj]BL[733.3];W[pm]WL[1352.5];B[om]BL[724.2] ;W[pn]WL[1349.9] C[No way to kill white. It is a living shape no? ];B[sm]BL[666.9];W[rm]WL[1340.8] ;B[il]BL[554.6];W[lk]WL[1235.4];B[mi]BL[501.4] C[This was a risky move. ];W[qi]WL[1227.9];B[lj]BL[441.1];W[kk]WL[1206.0] ;B[gj]BL[425.4] C[I was quite sure that i can kill white if white tenukis, but in the end i couldn`t :-) ] ;W[qj]WL[1200.3];B[cq]BL[393.4];W[cp]WL[1192.1];B[dq]BL[292.6];W[bo]WL[1172.0] ;B[br]BL[264.5];W[eq]WL[1166.2];B[er]BL[258.5];W[dr]WL[1161.4];B[cr]BL[251.9] ;W[fr]WL[1159.6];B[ds]BL[244.5];W[gr]WL[1149.9];B[aq]BL[205.3];W[bp]WL[1081.7] ;B[fk]BL[183.9];W[im]WL[1073.9] C[Next black plays G7 ... but maybe this was the firts mistake. K7 seems to wor neither (Variation) Do you know a way for black to kill? ] (;B[hm]BL[172.9];W[hl]WL[1070.9];B[hn]BL[171.8];W[ik]WL[1049.1];B[jl]BL[163.7] ;W[gk]WL[1047.5];B[hj]BL[123.6];W[hk]WL[1029.4];B[jk]BL[96.6];W[ij]WL[1017.7] ;B[fj]BL[70.4];W[jj]WL[1008.7];B[kl]BL[61.1];W[kj]WL[969.2];B[ll]BL[59.1] ;W[ml]WL[955.6];B[mm]BL[57.1];W[nn]WL[946.1];B[nm]BL[51.7];W[on]WL[943.2] ;B[mk]BL[16.7];W[nl]WL[918.5];B[ol]BL[14.2];W[nk]WL[916.7] C[I missread this (simple) situation];B[nj]BL[8.4];W[mj]WL[912.4];B[eo]BL[538.3] OB[9];W[pj]WL[863.3];B[mk]BL[527.5]OB[8];W[ok]WL[857.6];B[do]BL[523.8]OB[7] C[It was a bad exchange for black. I think white is much ahead now. Maybe i should have resigned here. Last comment. ] ;W[jg]WL[847.8];B[gl]BL[516.4]OB[6];W[fl]WL[844.2];B[kc]BL[462.4]OB[5];W[qf] WL[836.0];B[pf]BL[458.4]OB[4];W[pg]WL[829.9];B[qe]BL[453.6]OB[3];W[og]WL[825.5] ;B[lg]BL[448.6]OB[2];W[rf]WL[800.7];B[hf]BL[443.1]OB[1];W[kf]WL[794.3];B[je] BL[540.0]OB[10];W[lf]WL[792.4];B[mf]BL[538.5]OB[9];W[ld]WL[772.1];B[me]BL[536.0] OB[8];W[kd]WL[770.3];B[jd]BL[533.7]OB[7];W[lc]WL[767.9];B[jb]BL[529.6]OB[6] ;W[oc]WL[762.3];B[kg]BL[527.9]OB[5];W[jf]WL[760.1];B[pc]BL[502.0]OB[4];W[od] WL[754.1];B[oe]BL[497.2]OB[3];W[mj]WL[737.8];B[el]BL[486.9]OB[2];W[gl]WL[733.9] ;B[mk]BL[483.6]OB[1];W[mh]WL[731.5];B[lh]BL[540.0]OB[10];W[mg]WL[726.3];B[ng] BL[525.8]OB[9];W[nh]WL[722.9];B[jh]BL[514.3]OB[8];W[ih]WL[714.4];B[ii]BL[475.0] OB[7];W[hi]WL[688.6];B[ji]BL[464.7]OB[6];W[ki]WL[679.8];B[ch]BL[421.7]OB[5] ;W[dh]WL[673.9];B[bj]BL[417.0]OB[4];W[ci]WL[665.2];B[bi]BL[414.2]OB[3];W[cg] WL[659.0];B[fc]BL[405.7]OB[2];W[ec]WL[653.7];B[cc]BL[403.5]OB[1];W[ed]WL[648.9] ;B[ce]BL[540.0]OB[10];W[cd]WL[645.2];B[bd]BL[536.3]OB[9];W[de]WL[643.4];B[db] BL[520.3]OB[8];W[eb]WL[638.2];B[bf]BL[514.2]OB[7];W[bg]WL[630.0];B[bb]BL[507.5] OB[6];W[cf]WL[626.6];B[gd]BL[493.6]OB[5];W[ff]WL[615.9];B[hh]BL[490.6]OB[4] ;W[kh]WL[611.6];B[gg]BL[483.7]OB[3];W[fb]WL[605.6];B[gb]BL[481.5]OB[2];W[fd] WL[603.9];B[gc]BL[477.9]OB[1];W[ge]WL[602.3];B[he]BL[540.0]OB[10];W[md]WL[582.7] ;B[ob]BL[537.1]OB[9];W[nf]WL[572.7];B[nc]BL[534.3]OB[8];W[nd]WL[570.5];B[re] BL[532.3]OB[7];W[ne]WL[566.1];B[sf]BL[525.9]OB[6];W[rg]WL[555.8];B[sg]BL[522.4] OB[5];W[rh]WL[553.7];B[lb]BL[500.0]OB[4];W[nb]WL[550.7];B[mb]BL[496.0]OB[3] ;W[mc]WL[545.9];B[na]BL[491.9]OB[2];W[pb]WL[541.0];B[oa]BL[464.7]OB[1];W[of] WL[531.9];B[pe]BL[540.0]OB[10];W[qb]WL[526.9];B[qc]BL[538.2]OB[9];W[rb]WL[522.0] ;B[rc]BL[537.0]OB[8];W[sh]WL[511.8];B[sd]BL[510.1]OB[7];W[sb]WL[506.0];B[pa] BL[459.8]OB[6];W[sc]WL[471.5];B[qa]BL[428.0]OB[5];W[rd]WL[460.6];B[qd]BL[422.6] OB[4];W[se]WL[443.4];B[sf]BL[420.4]OB[3];W[sg]WL[441.9];B[ra]BL[418.9]OB[2] ;W[ga]WL[430.6];B[ha]BL[415.3]OB[1];W[fa]WL[422.4];B[hb]BL[540.0]OB[10];W[be] WL[416.1];B[ac]BL[533.2]OB[9];W[bh]WL[410.1];B[fg]BL[523.5]OB[8];W[eg]WL[373.7] ;B[gi]BL[506.8]OB[7];W[ii]WL[361.6];B[kp]BL[471.5]OB[6];W[mp]WL[350.8];B[po] BL[346.2]OB[5];W[oo]WL[338.1];B[nq]BL[336.7]OB[4];W[lq]WL[335.1];B[pp]BL[321.5] OB[3];W[qr]WL[328.0];B[sq]BL[276.1]OB[2];W[pr]WL[321.9];B[or]BL[183.3]OB[1] ;W[op]WL[299.7] C[eyecatcher [6k\]: thank you for the game Takeru [6k\]: thanks ]) (;B[jm];W[hl] (;B[ik] C[This not works because of the cut at K8];W[hk];B[hj];W[jl];B[in];W[hm] ;B[jk];W[kl];B[fl];W[hn];B[go];W[km];B[gl];W[eo];B[bn];W[jo]) (;B[in];W[ik];B[hm];W[gk];B[hj];W[hk];B[jk];W[ij];B[jj];W[ii])) (;B[hl];W[hm];B[jl];W[jm];B[kl];W[km];B[ll] C[No :) ]) (;B[kl];W[jm];B[km];W[jl];B[hm];W[hl];B[hn];W[ik];B[gl];W[in];B[jo] C[No ])) (;B[gm];W[fm];B[fl];W[gn] (;B[hn];W[gl];B[hm];W[el];B[fk];W[dl];B[cp];W[cq];B[do];W[eo];B[dq];W[eq] ;B[dr];W[er];B[bl];W[bk];B[am];W[bp];B[bo];W[fr];B[bn];W[ao];B[ak];W[bj] ) (;B[hm];W[hn];B[in];W[io] (;B[go]) (;B[iq];W[im];B[jn];W[ir];B[jq];W[jp];B[jr];W[kr];B[gq];W[hr];B[kp];W[js] ;B[gl];W[cp];B[eq];W[dq];B[dr];W[cr];B[es];W[gr];B[fr];W[go];B[gp];W[bo] ;B[do];W[eo];B[bn])))) (;B[gn];W[fm];B[cl];W[gm];B[hn];W[hm];B[in] C[I like this more then the actual game. ])) (;B[cl];W[fn];B[gn])) (;W[dn];B[ro];W[rn];B[sp];W[pn];B[po];W[oo];B[qn];W[pm];B[nm];W[nn];B[mn] ;W[ol];B[ok];W[nl] C[Difficult but maybe playable? ])) (;W[qq];B[qr] (;W[rq];B[pp];W[qm];B[pn];W[qn];B[ol]) (;W[pp];B[rq];W[oq];B[qp];W[pr];B[qq];W[op];B[po];W[oo];B[pn];W[on];B[pm] ;W[kp])))

“Competition and faith are my life-long vocations. Like water and fire, I depend on both. When I couldn’t outrank the others, it was time for me to leave. There are two things in my life, truth and Go.” Go Seigen