I think white 38 was a bad move ...
Without white 182 black would have
won... i guess ... (yes?!)
I don`t know exactly which of my moves were very bad ... but i think there were several ... black could have punished me more for them.
For exampel: Playing white 120 while whites territory has still the weakness of d9 and d10 was a bit risky ... but black answered close to whites move at h6 ...
The point is: I don`t know anything about Go ... but it is fun anyway. :-D
"You can hide nothing on the goban."